When I went outside from the house, I saw the waning moon on its yellowish color. It made me remember the old days gone by. I used to hunt the full moon and when I do, I make self-evaluations. Well today I am making reflections on my current line of thinking and feeling.There are quite a number of things that happened to me this week. I am still the adventurous person I know.Sinusuong ko pa rin ang buhay at landas nito na hindi naman para sa akin. Nagbabakasakali akong dito ako sasaya at liligaya. Maligaya nga ba ako sa ganitong pakikibaka? Sinubukan ko uling maging bata sa halos lahat ng bagay. I was trying to re-live a life that had long been denied of me.Pero ang totoo hindi na ako bata. I have to act according to my cerebral maturity. Parang naglalayag pa rin ako sa walang katiyakang landas. Hati ang puso't isipan ko.Magkaibang direksyon ang nais nilang lakbayin. I'm confused.But the good thing is I am surrounded with mature and sensible people who are willing to give their pieces of advice..These people are my friends and family. Whatever happens to me and the kind of life I am going to follow, I should not forget that I have a powerful God above all else. And I should not forget that he can make things really possible.